Went for a jog just now! Aha my stamina sure drops like hell :( haisss. Plus hor, I run or do workout or reduce my food intake for so long, like no results one ... :( am I doing it wrongly? Or it's just me :((( why like thaaaaat.

It's school tomorrowwww. (I think i repeated this like umpteen times LOL) I suddenly look forward to sch aha ^^' idk why uh. Maybe at home a little boring ah hahaha.

I like my hair here HAHAHA.

Bye! :)

Career guidance

Ok so I'm actually left with this late post which I planned to do some days back LOL.

Er. Whats up.

Just some little tiny weeny rant for awhile ah. Today's the last day and tomorrow's back to school. Back to the life where we have to drag ourselves out from the bed. Go to school with droopy eyes with the ultra sian face... Maybe it's only me. :'D 

Anyways, back to the topic ahaha. So graduating classes have this career guidance seminar where we attend the talks we chose days before the seminar. I actually changed one of my seminar to the temasek jc talk. Well, I don't really have any special feelings like 'wow I must go TJC' kind of thing. I'm still not sure (as always) which JC to go after secondary school. :-( I don't know how I'll fare in making this one of the biggest decisions in my life for now. Sighhhhs. 

After the TJC talk, I went to some media talk by ngee Ann poly if I am not wrong. It's boring. Um, very. Idk why I chose this. Probably because it looked the most interesting to me among the talks in that capsule. Next was humanities! Psychology was the one I'm interested in hehehe. It was by temasek poly. The speaker left a deep impression in me. She walked in with her motorcycle helmet. She looked cool :O HAHAHA anws, the talk was ok la. I already decided to go JC. So these 2 poly talks don't interest me now :x

Went to have lunch & watch movie after the seminar with my friends! If I didn't rmb wrongly... (I'm stm) we went to watch fast and furious 6. Whoa that was the first time I almost fell asleep while watching a movie. An action one somemore. Ahahaha I got excited only when there was some fighting in the aeroplane and boom here boom there, crashing everywhere thing. And maybe some racing parts. But towards the middle of the movie, I felt so sleepy and almost dozed off. Idk if it's just me feeling particularly tired that day or it's just the movie not being very thrilling. And I thought I was the only one dozing off. Nope. Some of my friends too HAHAHAHA. Hmm perhaps it's the movie itself... xD

Not to miss out the photos we took that day! I mean all of us wore so office-looking or rather formal that day! How can we not take any photos?? -cheeky smile emoji-

            Before the seminar started

                          Chia te

Some 007 post with Cheryl LOLOL

                              Liann 

(if you realised she actually changed her outfit because her previous dress was not accepted by teachers and she needed to change -_-)

                            Lynn

                         The girls! :)

                            Jazz

                             Dino

                         Dingxuan 

                          Cheeann 

                             Jiajun

                           Tjinyang

(p/s: finally a solo shot with each of the guys! HAHA. Missed xc out cause he wasn't there that time aha)

We ate this after the movie. THIS. IS THE MANGO SNOW ICE. I'VE BEEN CRABING FOR SOOOO LONG. And when I went back century sq with my mum that day, THE SHOP WAS STILL RENOVATING (?) or closed down T-T haaaaais. The snow ice is so tasty la. My whines aren't with no reason one ok -cries-

HAHAHAHA anws I found another one & 201 there. I don't know if it's nice... Might try it soon! With my mum maybe? Hehe.

Goodbyeeeee :)

Screwed up

Ok I'm feeling so ashfkaklaaksj now. I actually wanted to do some 'late night thoughts' kind of thing. BUT. When I went out of the app and came back, it crashed. And genius me, I didn't save it as draft. Thanks. -_- goshhhhh. I typed quite a lot man srsly. How I know it'll crash... Now I lost that feeling le. Well, yguys have no affinity with my 'late night thoughts' I guess.

It's okay. 

I think this sums up everything which I've typed out just now. Just saying how I feel so frustrated over how I couldn't sleep these few days because I keep thinking. And I over think. All the 'what ifs' scenarios just pop up in my mind. When I clearly know or feel that they will not happen. At all. Because in order to get some of them fulfilled, I actually have to turn back time. 

It'll be good if we have the ability to turn back time isn't it? To get back all those regrets. To put everything in place. To get things right. Well well, life is full of regrets, guilt, unhappiness. This is life. What to do? Life is short. Move on. It's easy to say but not easy to do. 

Okay the feeling starts to seep into me now. 

I really hope I can control my mind perfectly. So that I can just y'know shut my mind down if not my mind will be in chaos, and I can't sleep in peace. This is probably one of the 'what ifs' ahahaha.

Have been sleeping so lately & waking up late. Idk how's my body clock doing :') gonna suffer when sch reopens.....

WHICH IS LIKE MONDAY??? And tomorrow's Sunday...

                         WHAAAAAT

                      TO DOOOOO

Guess we can only make full use and enjoy (?) our last day of 'holiday' before getting back to the busy school life and the pressurising mugging for prelims and O's....

Just the thought of these 2 exams makes me go eeeew. Hope to faster get them done over with and PARTTTEEEHHHH.

Uh oh I tmr have tuition @ 10. Gonna head to bed now goodnight! :)