Motivation

Owning these...

And hopefully having a body like her...

My motivation was at its peak before Os. Sadly, it didn't last long and plunge after Os. Lost all my motivation until recently, idek why, it comes back. But who knows, it might just vanish again like what it did after Os... Really hope history won't repeat itself and I can hang on there till results are shown!!! 

PERSEVERE ZHIYUUUUUU. Work hard & you'll reap what u sow okkk. 

Trying to run and do some yoga everyday now (still finding my balance HAHA), planning to buy some green tea to be part of my diet tomorrow as well. Gahhh, dk how long this fire will burn in me :/ 

Hope it burns 4evaaaa.

Really need to burn all those freaking ugly fats... My self esteem/confidence level just drops whenever I look down at my ugly shit ass stomach and legs. FTS. This shall be a reminder for me not to give up!!!!!  

Roar.

Updates

The messy bun is supposed to be effortless... how come it takes me 69 tries?

Just sayin'.

Actually, just wanted to start this post with a nice pic hahahaha.

And yea. I'm envious of those who can do that cos I just can't :-(

Ok stop all those crapping hahahaha sooo I'm intending to do some recent updates and just realised that I didn't really have much to blog about... :') Oh well. Basically, I just stayed and nua at home after the New Year, watching dramas (as usual), running and working out. Ohh and I made myself banana smoothie as pre-workout smoothie yesterday b'cos I was so borrrred. And there was this sudden urge of using the blender to make some smoothie and tada, banana smoothie it is :p leading a mundane life is me. 

As for today, I went to the Edusave Award Presentation held at Pasir Ris sec which registration began at 1130 so I felt like going to have some breakfast outside with my mum before heading there! Had kaya toast (with half-boiled eggs and hot milo) set and some yam for breakfast! YUMMMZ. It had been real long since I had eaten kaya toast until today!!! So satisfied :D Thought we (I) were still early, we slowly made our way to PRSS by bus but when we reached there.... Bam. The sight of the horrendously long queues just shocked me. It wasn't THAT long the previous times :'D Should have listened to my mum who said that we should reach there earlier.... 不听老人言，吃亏在眼前 fits this situation perfectly LOL. Anyways, we joined one of the queues and luckily, the queue didn't move very slowly, it actually moved quite fast after awhile! Oohhhh, I saw some familiar faces as well! Some are dunmanites, some are my primary school mates hehe. Headed to the hall after registration and to find out that there isn't any air con in the hall T-T It was hot and there I was, perspiring like free. :/ The whole presentation lasted for like 2 hours?? - they presented us a video and a concert band performance while we were waiting for the guest-of-honour to come which all these took about half to one hour? Idk. Then, instead of calling our names and going up the stage to collect the award, this year's different - he personally came to each of our rows whereby we stood up when it was our row's turn and walked down the row to collect the award from him at the end of the row - which is believed to speed up the entire presentation's process. Idk if it's faster though HAHA. But anyways, I got my award and left the school, heading back to t1 by foot. Changed into my casual clothes and had lunch at pasta mania with my mum! :-) Went to walk around, look look see see and taaaada.

Bought these cute stickers from The Paper Stone - a newly opened store (I suppose) at tmall! It sells all the cute and pretty stationery ranging from stickers to pens to journals to bags and more. Saw this really pretty pink polka dot journal which I'm contemplating if I should get it... It costs around $14++/$16, don't know which price is for this journal. Maybe I should wait till I get my results and confirm that I'll be going to JC then buy ba! LOL. Just in case ..... Hope the design will still be there by then!!!

And bought this oversized tee hehehe. The material's really comfy ANDDD, there are digits in the center!!! This kind of baseball jersey shirt *-* My mum has bought one top for herself too! We had 20% discount wheee :D

Continued to walk around and hunt for cakes for my birthday ahahahaha. We even bought a mini version of the raspberry cake we saw at bread talk to try it HAHA. It tastes not bad! Might be considering the oreomisu from emicakes as well heh, don't know la see first! Yummy cakes wooo :p Talking about my bday, I really really reaaalllyyyyy hope the release of Os results doesn't fall on my bday...... I don't want to get so stressful and worried just before/on this day, it just screws everything up. And if... -touch wood-, if my results fail to reach my expectations, my whole bday is just ruined. If it falls before my bday, at least I can have like one or two days to calm myself down should whatever happens :-( The results - either my best or worst bday present :/ AHHHHHHHHH. Less than friggin' 10 days????? Haissss. Shall enjoy all I want during this period baaa.

Well, I've got to say whatever's done is done. All we can do now is to pray and hope for the better/best and perhaps, be prepared. All the best for those taking back their results as well!!! :-)

Goodbye x

New Year Eve & New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! :D 

Wooo spent my last day of 2013 & first day of 2014 with the usuals! :-) So yesterday, I met up with 'em at the tamp mrt which was after they watched Frozen ah *-* Headed to whitesands' NTUC and bought all the necessary ingredients for our steamboat dinner afterwards! Watched 'The Purge' when we reached chia's house before starting our steamboat feaaaast!!!

TADAAA. Don't that spread of food on the table look good? :p Yuppp they did initially but after eating for awhile, we were so super duper fullll - that's when the food on the table didn't look THAT good anymore ahahaha. There was still leftover food after we had stopped eating so when tjinyang came, chia, dino and him helped to finish up the food (which idk if they did hahaha). Ohh and there were dessert as well! Idk what it was called, I only know there were grass jelly, nata de coco and longan inside the sweet drink :O - sounds yummy alr hor??? HAHAHA. After the super satisfying steamboat dinner, we just slacked around, played some MVs on youtube and some card games - Donkey, Saboteur and Bridge. When it was going to 12, we sort of countdown and popped some champagne & wine! :D 

YAM SENGGGG.

First time drinking champagne and wine! Yuckkkkks. They taste bitter holypigcowdung T-T The features on my face literally like squashed up when I took my first sip of each of 'em! LOL. Didn't finish up the champagne yet I actually drank more wine than champagne when wine's more bitter hahahaha :'D Idk what  I was doing tho - nope, I wasn't drunk okkk, a few sips won't make me drunk :p (Talkin' about drunk... Dingxuan was drunk after like a cup of champagne?? Sort of la, almost drunk and then after a few sips of wine, his face got even redder HAHA) 

Party yi xia xia. Ate my choco eclairs and choco truffle as well at like 1+ and then 2+ respectively?? Fatshit I knowww but didn't really care.... Since it was new year! :'D

THENNNNN,

My dad said I had to reach home before 3, si bei spoil mood ah -_- Left chia's place very reluctantly and cabbed home - the cab's fare was like $8???!??? That's (partially) why I didn't want to go home at that timing lol. And ofc also because I didn't want to miss out the fun of having a stayover at her house.... Sighhh. :-( So much for not wanting to miss out the fun, I woke up today @ around 1130?? Had my breakfast and headed to chia's place again LOL. When I went there, some of 'em were watching movie while some of 'em were still sleeping aha xD Later on when everyone started to be more energetic, we played card games again - Bridge, Blackjack - and watched the newest running man episode! (Talking about rm, it's been weeks since I had watched it until today sia hahaha) Then, we took a few polariods and started on our phototaking spreeee. HAHAHA. We just kept spamming pichaaas and here are some of the much more nicer and fun shots! : -

I love this pic hehehe, but my eyes are always looking at the wrong place :-(

Hehe, that's about it!!! Really really happy that I had a great start to my 2014! :D I used to be at home, watching the countdown shows on TV by myself around this time of the year but this time, it's totally different! I got to celebrate new year eve and new year with some of my closer friends wheeeee. Thank youuuu guys for making my first day of the year to be special and filled with so much fun, joy and laughters! This is my first time and probably my last time celebrating new year eve and new year with yguys le sobs :-( But still lucky me to have this chance to do so! :D So so soooo gonna miss all of you la hais. Start of 2014 is just another way of reminding me that Os results are gonna be released soon.... And school's (most probably JC) gonna start soon too whereby some/most/all of us are going to go in our separate ways... WAHHHHH I DON'T WANT. T-T Ok zhiyu stop. NEW YEAR'S A JOYFUL OCCASION!!!

Alright, shall end off with my 1st selfie of the year hohoho :p I love this picha too hehehe, probably b'cos I'm wearing that snapback HAHA. Yea, I like wearing snapback, esp. wearing it backwards in this way HAHA, even tho someone once said I don't look good in it before :-( LOL. 

Oshit, it's midnight already LOL. WA I REALLY BLOG DAMN SLOW HAHAHAHA. ANWS, IT'S THE SECOND DAY OF 2014 OREAAADDDYYYYY. SHO FAST LIKE WHAT THE HECK???

HAHA, okie bye bye! & have a good and blessed year ahead! :-)