Went for a jog just now! Aha my stamina sure drops like hell :( haisss. Plus hor, I run or do workout or reduce my food intake for so long, like no results one ... :( am I doing it wrongly? Or it's just me :((( why like thaaaaat.

It's school tomorrowwww. (I think i repeated this like umpteen times LOL) I suddenly look forward to sch aha ^^' idk why uh. Maybe at home a little boring ah hahaha.

I like my hair here HAHAHA.

Bye! :)

Career guidance

Ok so I'm actually left with this late post which I planned to do some days back LOL.

Er. Whats up.

Just some little tiny weeny rant for awhile ah. Today's the last day and tomorrow's back to school. Back to the life where we have to drag ourselves out from the bed. Go to school with droopy eyes with the ultra sian face... Maybe it's only me. :'D 

Anyways, back to the topic ahaha. So graduating classes have this career guidance seminar where we attend the talks we chose days before the seminar. I actually changed one of my seminar to the temasek jc talk. Well, I don't really have any special feelings like 'wow I must go TJC' kind of thing. I'm still not sure (as always) which JC to go after secondary school. :-( I don't know how I'll fare in making this one of the biggest decisions in my life for now. Sighhhhs. 

After the TJC talk, I went to some media talk by ngee Ann poly if I am not wrong. It's boring. Um, very. Idk why I chose this. Probably because it looked the most interesting to me among the talks in that capsule. Next was humanities! Psychology was the one I'm interested in hehehe. It was by temasek poly. The speaker left a deep impression in me. She walked in with her motorcycle helmet. She looked cool :O HAHAHA anws, the talk was ok la. I already decided to go JC. So these 2 poly talks don't interest me now :x

Went to have lunch & watch movie after the seminar with my friends! If I didn't rmb wrongly... (I'm stm) we went to watch fast and furious 6. Whoa that was the first time I almost fell asleep while watching a movie. An action one somemore. Ahahaha I got excited only when there was some fighting in the aeroplane and boom here boom there, crashing everywhere thing. And maybe some racing parts. But towards the middle of the movie, I felt so sleepy and almost dozed off. Idk if it's just me feeling particularly tired that day or it's just the movie not being very thrilling. And I thought I was the only one dozing off. Nope. Some of my friends too HAHAHAHA. Hmm perhaps it's the movie itself... xD

Not to miss out the photos we took that day! I mean all of us wore so office-looking or rather formal that day! How can we not take any photos?? -cheeky smile emoji-

            Before the seminar started

                          Chia te

Some 007 post with Cheryl LOLOL

                              Liann 

(if you realised she actually changed her outfit because her previous dress was not accepted by teachers and she needed to change -_-)

                            Lynn

                         The girls! :)

                            Jazz

                             Dino

                         Dingxuan 

                          Cheeann 

                             Jiajun

                           Tjinyang

(p/s: finally a solo shot with each of the guys! HAHA. Missed xc out cause he wasn't there that time aha)

We ate this after the movie. THIS. IS THE MANGO SNOW ICE. I'VE BEEN CRABING FOR SOOOO LONG. And when I went back century sq with my mum that day, THE SHOP WAS STILL RENOVATING (?) or closed down T-T haaaaais. The snow ice is so tasty la. My whines aren't with no reason one ok -cries-

HAHAHAHA anws I found another one & 201 there. I don't know if it's nice... Might try it soon! With my mum maybe? Hehe.

Goodbyeeeee :)

Screwed up

Ok I'm feeling so ashfkaklaaksj now. I actually wanted to do some 'late night thoughts' kind of thing. BUT. When I went out of the app and came back, it crashed. And genius me, I didn't save it as draft. Thanks. -_- goshhhhh. I typed quite a lot man srsly. How I know it'll crash... Now I lost that feeling le. Well, yguys have no affinity with my 'late night thoughts' I guess.

It's okay. 

I think this sums up everything which I've typed out just now. Just saying how I feel so frustrated over how I couldn't sleep these few days because I keep thinking. And I over think. All the 'what ifs' scenarios just pop up in my mind. When I clearly know or feel that they will not happen. At all. Because in order to get some of them fulfilled, I actually have to turn back time. 

It'll be good if we have the ability to turn back time isn't it? To get back all those regrets. To put everything in place. To get things right. Well well, life is full of regrets, guilt, unhappiness. This is life. What to do? Life is short. Move on. It's easy to say but not easy to do. 

Okay the feeling starts to seep into me now. 

I really hope I can control my mind perfectly. So that I can just y'know shut my mind down if not my mind will be in chaos, and I can't sleep in peace. This is probably one of the 'what ifs' ahahaha.

Have been sleeping so lately & waking up late. Idk how's my body clock doing :') gonna suffer when sch reopens.....

WHICH IS LIKE MONDAY??? And tomorrow's Sunday...

                         WHAAAAAT

                      TO DOOOOO

Guess we can only make full use and enjoy (?) our last day of 'holiday' before getting back to the busy school life and the pressurising mugging for prelims and O's....

Just the thought of these 2 exams makes me go eeeew. Hope to faster get them done over with and PARTTTEEEHHHH.

Uh oh I tmr have tuition @ 10. Gonna head to bed now goodnight! :)

Little update.

Hiiii :) it's Friday! :O Tgif... NOT. School's reopening in like less than 3 days?? :( isn't looking forward to it. Going back to school marks the beginning of mugging. 61 days to prelims & 115 days to O's. Haisss. Time flies man. June is ending. July is coming. Another month is going to be over. Just like that. 

Furthermore, June wasn't such a good month for me though... Esp. Towards the end aha. Some frustrating things uh. Just hope that july's gonna be a good good month! :-) Enjoy your um, last two days (I supposed since it's night now) before facing the reality again :'D

Despite June being June holidays, it isn't quite a holiday for us, the graduating students. :( we are to y'know, make full use of this holiday and study & revise as much as possible.. But hor, it isn't this case for me leh *disapponted emoji* it's always like that la. At the start, 'I must study. I must make full use of this June. I must not waste time.' It eventually turns out 'aiya... Watch a bit of movie won't die. Slack a bit won't die. I can't concentrate on studying. Blame the haze.' Or whatsoever as long as you get what I mean haisss. To put it simply, procrastination & laziness & EXCUSES.

Gahhh. I did finish up my homework though. And did some notes for certain subjects. But I don't think these suffice... I should be doing more practices and reading more books.

Talking about books... I AM SUPPOSED TO READ FINISH MY 3rd BOOK FROM VAMPIRE ACADEMY SERIES BY NOW. Sigh sigh sigh. I am SUPPOSED to spend time to constantly read the book. In the end, I spent the time watching movies and TV programmes and on social network *cries* thought I could finish the book 'cause I was kinda caught up in the story. But it just... Turns out like that hahahahaha ^^' my attention span for reading very short ah. :/

ANYWAYS. Some self shots I took just now when taking a break from doing notes ~ x)

Oh look @ my brown hair *-* ... HAHAHHA

Idk what's the hand doing up there tho LOL

My snack during the break! It's damn good :) bought it from tmart's giant :D

This is another flavour! Wildberry. It tastes good as well :) 

Bought these snacks simply because I saw this printed on the packages : 'less than 100 calories'

Oh well.

Going to play basketball tmr evening! So happy wheeee. It's been long since I've touched basketball. Whoop whoop. Alright till then, bye! 

Swimming

Hi guys! Just got home not long ago from swimming @ ca's condo. (Yes again ahaha) but this time there was fewer people swimming (xr, ca, jj, Dino, chia and Cheryl!) sadly, some of the rest didn't want to swim or couldn't make it :(

Anyways, it took me very long to decide if I should swim anot ... (Sounds familiar uh? Yes, I'm very indecisive :( ) CAUSE I JUST DID MY HAIR TREATMENT ON MONDAY ... :( but if I don't swim, only left chia and Cheryl. 2 girls only and they wouldn't want to. (Lynn & liann couldn't make it) Plus Cheryl would be disappointed 'cause she didn't get to swim the previous time. But on the other hand, if I did, I might just waste my mum's money.. Waaa. I couldn't sleep last night 'cause my mind was filled with these thoughts. I'm in a total dilemma man.. Hais. I'm always this indecisive. In the end, I swam. And my hair got dry after shower..... Wa I felt damn terrible man. Now, my hair feels smooth but I guess it isn't as smooth as my hair after the treatment... How???? I spammed conditioner during the shower, hoping it would at least compensate a little bit.. Just a way of comforting myself :( 

Whoaaa I'm filled with guilt now. I want to cry :( ya, the guilt I'm feeling now is this bad. :( sighhhhs. That's why I was secretly hoping it'll rain today. Hahaha evil me :') It did though. BUT, not for very long since we started to swim at around 3+. Haissss. 

I. Am. Feeling. So. Terrible. Now. T-T

My mum's money... My hair...

Maybe I sound pussy over here whining and whining about my hair. But look, hair treatment isn't cheap ah.

The guilt is really killing me oh god. I can't sleep well tonight le :(

I'm always like that ah. I hate it zzz. :(

There aren't photos today btw cause we didn't take any ahaha. There's no Lynn yo ahaha. But there's insta videos posted by Xinran & chia! :) 

Bye bye. Goodnight. 

Fresh air ; swimming

Yayyyy! The current PSI (@8PM) is 82! It finally drops below 100 :D and so I went for a run just now at around 6 where the PSI was 73. Wheee I'm feeling good :p pray that the PSI will remain below 100 and it won't spike anymore! I hope it isn't temporary 'cause the PSI has currently increased to 82 :/ 

For now, lets just breathe in the freshhhhh air. :O 

This is my last late post! Yipeeee ^_^ So that day was our cross country! It was the first time in my 4 years that I didn't run throughout the whole 4km xD but well, I did ran. I walked 2km and then ran the other half with Lynn! :) at least we ran yo hahahaha. We still planned not to run at all but it was really sian to walk the whole 4km LOL. 

           Taken after cross country! :)

Went to bedok interchange to have our lunch and bused to ca's house! Wa I actually wore just sports bra + fbt in front of the guys ... I was so in a dilemma, not knowing if I should go swim anot. If there were no guys, I definitely would go! But, I just felt insecure wearing in those since I don't have swimming costume. I ended up going, again because I didn't want to miss out any fun LOLOL. It ended up all fine ahh since the guys didn't really disiao me or smth HAHAHAHA. I'll let the photos take over now :)

Chia ! So cool *-* anws that's Dino ._. HAHAHA

Dino! Ouch he landed on his back :/

                          Cheeann!

                    Liann & chia ! :)

                        Xinran & Dino!

                    Baby face chia :p

                 Dingxuan & Jiajun!

Xiechao, Xinran & ca! Like models uh LOL

        trying to look naked there ... LOL

       Ca & Dino pulling her around LOL

Had a fun and enjoyable day with them! I turned even tanner after that and my skin didn't peel much :( my tan lines are still there .. Sighhhhs. We will be swimming again next wed LOL. Gonna get tanner again :( hehe on a brighter side, I look healthy :p

Just finished watching 'night in the museum' on chnl 5!! Great movie :D so cool with all those (urm what do you call it .. Mannequins?? Aiya idk hahaha) moving around. But it's scary la if it really happen LOL. Hehehehe. You'll realise I like non-fiction & action pack movies if you have been reading my blog xD 

                           Before 

               And after running! HAHA

Goodbye! :-)

World War Z(ombies)

Hi guys! Just came back from watching the movie 'World War Z'. 

Wow. It's another breathtaking movie I've watched this year!! -gasped- 

Initially, I totally didn't know it's about ZOMBIES even though I had watched the trailer on TV ^^' and like after a few moments since the movie started, I realised Z stands for Zombies. Ahahahaha cool. In the beginning of the movie, I was already tensed up. Kept on mumbling 'faster faster faaaaster' during some exciting and nervous parts of the movie where the characters were escaping from the zombies hahaha. I think I'm really noisy while watching this kind of action movie ah LOLOL. I just kept on talking and talking to the movie (as if the movie characters can hear me xD). Urm, softly. I talked softly. I think. HAHAHAHA. 

So basically, the best part of the movie was that it kept us or rather me ?? being so excited and thrilled during almost all parts of the movie. I was never bored throughout. My heart beat really damn fast especially during the climax towards the ending part of the movie. Whoaaaaaa. The zombies looked damn real I swear. So apparently, they appeared horrendous. And there were times where I was so grossed out by them. Also times where I found them funny la LOL. 

The ending was okay la, not very nice or perfect. But I feel that the process where the main lead (brad Pitt) faced many dangerous situations with the zombies while finding ways to solve the crisis was already good enough. So I like the movie :D but if you are those who can't take gross stuff, I recommend don't watch this movie hahahahhaa. There are quite a number of gross scenes :x

Wheeee luckily the haze wasn't that bad in the evening! So we managed to go watch this fantastic movie. (I still find 'now you see me' the best HAHAHAHAHA) that's it! Gonna end off with ..

                   My face :p

Byeeee :)

p/s: if yguys still rmb .. I am still left with a late post (swimming @ ca's house) hehe. Shall do it tmr ok :) 

Team dinner ♡

Helloooo. Woke up @ around 1130 and went to check the haze outside. Sadly, the haze isn't getting any better! :( the PSI @ 11AM was 198. Sighhh plus the haze seems to look even worse than ytd man. When is it going to go awaaay?? 

Okay it's not time to dwell on that now. :p

As I had mentioned, I was supposed to go swimming ytd @ cheeann's condo. But Lady Luck was not on our side :( the haze went beyond like 170+?? And 190+ later on. I decided not to go, so were the other girls. Only some of the guys who were 不怕死 (not scared of anyt) went to swim. They even told me that there was this moment for about 2-3mins?? That they couldn't even see each other :O idk if I should believe then ah hahaha. Since we're not swimming anymore, wenyi came to my house to 'study' before heading out tgt for the team dinner. Nope we didn't really study x) we just did some maths exercises and watched TV LOLOL. We ended up meeting with jazz and headed to ca house to pool for awhile. I didn't really pool 'cause I just felt so sian -_- left his condo at around 7 and bused to tamp inter!

Had dinner with my girls @ BBQ CHEEEEEKEN. ^_^ ... :( I'm no longer excited about going there anymore because they do not seem to be serving a chicken dish which I forgot what it is called. I usually order that dish whenever I go BBQ chicken. But now?? There's no more :( their menu changed. Their student meals changed. I couldn't find my chicken ... So I ordered this!

            The chicken aglio olio! :) 

They served us (those who ordered aglio olio) first so we had to wait for the rest to get served with their dishes before we could start eating. My spaghetti turned a little cold and hard after all that waiting :( but it was all alright because I was so hungry that I wolfed it down. In a split second, everything's gone in the plate :( and I finished my dinner the first HAHAHAHA. So I sat there looking at them eat and we chit-chatted :) should have ordered another dish! Which is something about salmon... Haha I'm not good at remembering names :p 

While we were inside the BBQ chicken, the PSI actually rose to 290!! We panicked sia serious. HAHAHA. Then at that instance, almost everyone could be seen using their hand phones. HAHAHAHA either calling their parents or their parents called them. Mine called me and I called back later on to remind my mum to close door xD we left the place @ around 9+ and went for some treasure hunting. The treasure I'm talking here is MAAAAASK. We went daiso, guardian, wastons and even cold storage :') we were like running, scrambling everywhere and shouting 'MAAASK, WE NEED MASKS. WHERE'S THE MASKS??' Gosh it's embarrassing but it's funny LOLOL. See? Sucha crazy bunch of fellows I have here :'D everyone's looking us and judging us I swear HAHAHAHA. It's ok. YOLO once for awhile :p 

Unfortunately, all the masks were sold out. Like of course right?? PSI spiked to 290 and everyone, especially Singaporeans. Look at us, we are typically known for our kiasu and kiasi -ness. Confirm while we were enjoying our chicken in BBQ chicken, the Singaporeans out there were rushing to buy the masks XD yup so we were too late. We just simply used tissue papers to cover our noses and mouths haha. Then me and jazz went to the same bus stop tgt and I bused home first since my bus came. 

Side track abit ~ It's really hazy out there and HOT at night. I mean warm. Errr more than warm. Like the heat was engulfing you... Ok kidding. Exaggerating much LOL. I literally ran home. I took bigger strides while crossing the bridge. I walked bigger steps HAHAHA. Imagine that LOL. While covering my nose with a tissue paper. :x anyways, I got home safely. (Like duh I'm right here hahahaha) when I reached home I felt really lucky. I got home before the PSI spiked to 321 or even 400+... Phew phew phew. My parents were lucky too!! So relieved. I kept on refreshing the nea website to check the PSI. And that was when panick started to kick in.. They never update! Means smth's wrong. Hahahaha whatever it is I think I blogged about the haze last night. Don't want to say anymore ah like very annoying ah :/ 

hehe here are the photos I took last night!

 

                  Lai candid Yi xia xD

         qiqin! Another one HAHAHA

          Christin! Isn't she cute?? :')

Here's a better version of my Sian face :')

                          Natasha :)

                            Jazz !

                     Yanru and zan :)

               Zan sinkee and tinnnn

                     Farizah & wenyi!

                  January babies :)

                             Naaat !

       These 3 hor hahahahaha I cannot

                          Zanzan :p

                        Sinkeeee!

              Just pedo-ing at you :)))

                            Wenyi!

                        WEISTEAM!!

                  (Cr: Natasha' DSLR)

Had an amazing and fun night with them! It's been really long since we've last went out together, gossiping together, laughing together!! Mostly because our free time kept clashing with one another :( really appreciate zah for skipping her tuition and yanru for skipping or rushing down?? I not sure haha. Thanks to them that everyone's present! :) attendance 10/10 heehehehe. Love you girrrrrls. -flying kisses- :*

Alright! That's all :) the PSI is rising again or rather spiking .. TAKE CARE EVERYONE. Xoxo.