Almost broke down suddenly just now.

A feeling of helplessness, lost and worry just suddenly gushed through me.

I don't know what I'm doing now. I can't be feeling this way now when we are 6 days to Os... 6 FREAKING DAYS.

Am I doing enough right now??? I don't know. I don't know if what I have done is productive. I don't know if I should do this now or do that later. Everything's suddenly just feel so messed up.

I just feel like crying. 

I can't stop myself from thinking about the freedom after Os.

I can't be distracted now. This isn't the time...

I got to focus. But as the days get near, I just can't freaking FOCUS.

Fml.

Maybe I'm just having some pms tonight, right now.

And I hope all my worries at the end of the very last day are unnecessary.