Swimming

Hi guys! Just got home not long ago from swimming @ ca's condo. (Yes again ahaha) but this time there was fewer people swimming (xr, ca, jj, Dino, chia and Cheryl!) sadly, some of the rest didn't want to swim or couldn't make it :(

Anyways, it took me very long to decide if I should swim anot ... (Sounds familiar uh? Yes, I'm very indecisive :( ) CAUSE I JUST DID MY HAIR TREATMENT ON MONDAY ... :( but if I don't swim, only left chia and Cheryl. 2 girls only and they wouldn't want to. (Lynn & liann couldn't make it) Plus Cheryl would be disappointed 'cause she didn't get to swim the previous time. But on the other hand, if I did, I might just waste my mum's money.. Waaa. I couldn't sleep last night 'cause my mind was filled with these thoughts. I'm in a total dilemma man.. Hais. I'm always this indecisive. In the end, I swam. And my hair got dry after shower..... Wa I felt damn terrible man. Now, my hair feels smooth but I guess it isn't as smooth as my hair after the treatment... How???? I spammed conditioner during the shower, hoping it would at least compensate a little bit.. Just a way of comforting myself :( 

Whoaaa I'm filled with guilt now. I want to cry :( ya, the guilt I'm feeling now is this bad. :( sighhhhs. That's why I was secretly hoping it'll rain today. Hahaha evil me :') It did though. BUT, not for very long since we started to swim at around 3+. Haissss. 

I. Am. Feeling. So. Terrible. Now. T-T

My mum's money... My hair...

Maybe I sound pussy over here whining and whining about my hair. But look, hair treatment isn't cheap ah.

The guilt is really killing me oh god. I can't sleep well tonight le :(

I'm always like that ah. I hate it zzz. :(

There aren't photos today btw cause we didn't take any ahaha. There's no Lynn yo ahaha. But there's insta videos posted by Xinran & chia! :) 

Bye bye. Goodnight.