Screwed up

Ok I'm feeling so ashfkaklaaksj now. I actually wanted to do some 'late night thoughts' kind of thing. BUT. When I went out of the app and came back, it crashed. And genius me, I didn't save it as draft. Thanks. -_- goshhhhh. I typed quite a lot man srsly. How I know it'll crash... Now I lost that feeling le. Well, yguys have no affinity with my 'late night thoughts' I guess.

It's okay. 

I think this sums up everything which I've typed out just now. Just saying how I feel so frustrated over how I couldn't sleep these few days because I keep thinking. And I over think. All the 'what ifs' scenarios just pop up in my mind. When I clearly know or feel that they will not happen. At all. Because in order to get some of them fulfilled, I actually have to turn back time. 

It'll be good if we have the ability to turn back time isn't it? To get back all those regrets. To put everything in place. To get things right. Well well, life is full of regrets, guilt, unhappiness. This is life. What to do? Life is short. Move on. It's easy to say but not easy to do. 

Okay the feeling starts to seep into me now. 

I really hope I can control my mind perfectly. So that I can just y'know shut my mind down if not my mind will be in chaos, and I can't sleep in peace. This is probably one of the 'what ifs' ahahaha.

Have been sleeping so lately & waking up late. Idk how's my body clock doing :') gonna suffer when sch reopens.....

WHICH IS LIKE MONDAY??? And tomorrow's Sunday...

                         WHAAAAAT

                      TO DOOOOO

Guess we can only make full use and enjoy (?) our last day of 'holiday' before getting back to the busy school life and the pressurising mugging for prelims and O's....

Just the thought of these 2 exams makes me go eeeew. Hope to faster get them done over with and PARTTTEEEHHHH.

Uh oh I tmr have tuition @ 10. Gonna head to bed now goodnight! :)